
Episode 54: "Tremble Away" – The Sheridan Tapes
CONTENT WARNING: Depictions of death and dying, despair, coughing and choking sound effects, elements of body horror and transformation, psychological warfare, cult activity, themes of religious manipulation, and mentions of torture
11122019c: Alone and under siege, the Searchers face off against the unleashed power of Amanita and the Oraculites.
Starring Alejandra Cejudo as Amanita, Tal Minear as Hyde, Jesse Steele as Bill Tyler, Sam Taylor as Ren Park, Virginia Spotts as Kate Sheridan, Trevor Van Winkle as Sam Bailey, Amitola Lomas as Maria Sol, Lexa Childress as Lawrence, and Julian Dailey as Teller, with Adrian Gibbs as the radio host and original music by Jesse Haugen. Additional voices provided by Brad Colbroock, Drew Rutherford, JJ Jensen, Nossorgs, Olivia Manning, Bowman Dean, Jenna Rose Geiser, Jay Barou, Bridget Guziewicz, Mark Valentine, and Ashlee Taylor. Written and produced by Virginia Spotts, with dialogue editing and sound design by Trevor Van Winkle. This episode was made possible by our supporters at Patreon.com/homesteadcorner, ko-fi.com/homesteadcorner, and our backers on Seed&Spark.
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CONTENT WARNING: Depictions of death and dying, despair, coughing and choking sound effects, elements of body horror and transformation, psychological warfare, cult activity, themes of religious manipulation, and mentions of torture
Cold Open
[A large, echoey room]
[Labored breathing and coughing in the background]
[Someone’s body slumps over and hits the ground]
Amanita
When the Word is spoken to you, little children… Remember well these words…
Hyde
That the Prophet will make…
(breaking trance) Amanita…
Amanita
…a new home once more…
Amanita/Hyde
The Promise…
Amanita
Of… new birth…
Hyde
Amanita, we can’t — (cry of pain) AH!
Amanita
Stand not against the roots of heaven…
[Someone else falls over]
Hyde
It’s been two days… please, we need to call for help…
Amanita
Resist not the union of bliss.
[Background tremble increases]
Hyde
…be at One all the same and remember—
Amanita/Hyde
—The Name—
Hyde
Of Time and Creation’s Kiss.
[The background tremble crescendos, leaving the lights buzzing as it fades]
Amanita
…it’s done.
Hyde
No — no no no…
Amanita
…we are new, you and I. We made it, Hyde. Can you feel it? The union of bliss? I feel you, Hyde. Do you feel me?
[Hyde whimpers; Amanita laughs softly]
Amanita
Be not afraid. We have withstood. We are worthy.
[A heavy fist bangs against the closed temple door]
OCPD Officer
OCPD! Open the door, now!
[Hyde whimpers and cries; Amanita begins laughing, the sound of it echoing]
[Cassette noises]
[Main Theme]
Recording Begins
[Cassette noises; static fades]
[Gentle sounds of a forest at night]
[The presence of the Oraculites causes light continual static on the tape]
[Light creaking from the cedar tree]
Bill Tyler (background)
Forever and ever. Forever and ever. Forever and ever.
Amanita
Well hi y’all. Told ya you should’ve run.
Ren Park
Christ.
Amanita
Ooooh hey now — don’t blaspheme. Or do.
Kate Sheridan
It’s going to be okay, Bill — shh. (she continues shushing)
Bill Tyler
(Bill slowly stops his repetition, then) Her… Her…
Amanita
I’ve missed you, Bill. Truly I have.
Maria Sol
You leave him alone.
Ren Park
Maria…
Maria Sol
Bill didn’t ask to be in that fucked up bunker with you. Leave. Him. Alone.
Amanita
Maria, darling — I couldn’t, even if I wanted to. He and I are bound together by cords too strong to break. The only difference is that I’ve embraced my pain, and grown beyond it. After all…
[a crown of mushroom caps springs from her skin]
We are what we will. I didn’t ask to be there either. And when Hyde and I were brought to that place — I will admit, I was afraid. But I did not understand. The true will of the Prophet. The true power that had come to reside in me.
Funny, isn’t it? How something has brought us all together. How something has given you that… rather handy cedar perch, just out of my reach. It would pain me to disturb your repose — literally.
Sam Bailey
What do you want with us?
Amanita
I want what every living creature desires — nothing more.
Ren Park
I doubt that.
Amanita
I want belonging — I want legacy. I want to transcend the petty hungers of this too, too solid flesh. Soon… soon… and very soon.
Kate Sheridan
What does that have to do with any of us? You can have that — just leave us alone!
Amanita
I could… but I’d like you to — join me. I did say so, earlier.
Maria Sol
You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.
Amanita
Why wouldn’t I want you by my side? All of you.
Bill Tyler. Loyal, charming, adaptable. A tireless worker. One who longs for the freedom to stop.
Kate Sheridan. Brave, sly, principled. You turned your pain into action, and action into change… just like me.
Maria Sol. Patient, deep-hearted, protective — a kind and quiet soul, beneath all that grief and pain… just waiting to emerge.
Ren Park. Clever, proactive, optimistic. You’re a slippery one to catch, but I’ve a feeling you’re more than worth the chase.
Sam Bailey…
There is so much I could teach you.
Lawrence, and… Teller, was it? Yes… you’ll do. Join Me.
[Her final words echo unnaturally on the tape]
[Lawrence and Teller begin scrambling quickly down the tree, compelled]
Ren Park
Wait — stop!
Maria Sol
Don’t!
Kate Sheridan
Oh my god.
Sam Bailey
No! Lawrence, Teller, Come Ba—
[Two cries of surprise and pain]
[Increased tape static; a horrible sound of organic growth as they are transformed and their lives end]
Amanita
That’s better. Tell me, my children… do you feel pain?
Lawrence
No.
Amanita
And what do you feel?
Teller
…completion.
Amanita
Good. Now… go and join your family.
[They walk into the crowd of Oraculites]
Maria Sol
What the hell are we going to do?
Ren Park
We’ll… figure something out.
Amanita
I can still hear you, you know.
Kate Sheridan
And I can see you, bitch.
Bill Tyler
Kate, don’t—
[Bill cries out in surprise]
Amanita/Bill Tyler
I see far more than you ever could, Kate. [Kate panics wordlessly] Deeper. Further back. You want to know what Bill really thinks of you?
Kate Sheridan
Sam… do something…
Sam Bailey
That’s enough, Amanita — let him go!
Amanita/Bill Tyler
Tell me. What is it that repulses you so about this unity? The beauty of togetherness?
Sam Bailey
Amanita, Go Away.
[Static increases on tape as Sam uses his powers]
[Amanita lightly gasps, Kate shudders, Bill coughs]
Amanita
Oh. Oh ho ho. Yes, Sam Bailey… I have so much I could teach you. Power makes its home in you — I can feel it. The weave of your will against mine.
Ren Park
What the hell just happened?
Amanita
[laughter] Doctor Park — I can see that we’ve impressed you.
Ren Park
You’ve… piqued my scientific curiosity, let’s say.
Amanita
I’m sure.
Well, it seems our little stalemate will continue for the time being. But the night is long. The air is cold. And I’m rather enjoying the slow-burn. Aren’t you? [she laughs]
Doctor Park… I know you tried to contact Hericium. Many times.
Ren Park
I did.
Amanita
And why do you suppose he never called you back?
Ren Park
I… assume… because he didn’t want to be caught. He was handling dangerous, stolen property, and people died because of that. Including him.
Amanita
Wrong.
Ren Park
Alright. Why don’t you tell me, then?
Amanita
If you had understood… if you could truly understand what Templi Prophetam was… but no. Hericium knew your ignorance all too well. He confided his fears to me on many occasions. He had other, closer confidants, but… we shared a special bond.
Maria Sol
Ugh.
Amanita
He was protecting the Prophet from the careless hands of you and your… institute. He knew the truth of you: that if it couldn’t be flayed, or questioned, or dissected, or killed — then it would be taken from this world and buried in a metal box. Your people have never known what to do with true power. You would have locked away humanity’s only salvation to die in silence and darkness, forever! Christ, kept from his incarnation! An abomination too great to withstand!
[The Oraculites shiver in unison]
And so Hericium, in his final wisdom, protected the Prophet. Protected all of us, as he ushered in redemption. Even you, Ren. He had mercy, even for you. And I am the fulfillment of that work. I am here to preserve what was too precious to lose… though he never would have guessed the instrument of our transfiguration.
Have you guessed yet, Sam? Whose hand it was that lifted me to such great heights? Who lifted all of us out of the mire?
You’re a smart person, Doctor Park. Haven’t you figured it out yet?
Sam Bailey
What’s she talking about?
Ren Park
If I knew, I’d tell you.
Amanita
Dear me. The cold must be slowing your mind tonight. You know, I was able to hear a little of your postulating on my way here. I have ears everywhere I want them… well, within a certain distance. And only where there’s earth to grow in. You were so close… would you like a little hint?
Ren Park
I’m certainly not getting any younger.
Amanita
[laughing] You’re not at that! Decay still holds court in the temple of your body, as it always has.
Well. I’ll give you a clue. You were noting certain… attributes of mycelium. One in particular caught my ear. The one about… having no control center. Remember that one?
Ren Park
Obviously.
Amanita
Then what do you suppose I am? Why don’t I shamble to and fro in silence, like my brothers and sisters behind me?
Sam Bailey
You’re really going to make us play 20 questions before you—?
Ren Park
It’s alright, Sam — I think I see where she’s going with this.
So, what — you’re the brain? Did the Oraculites develop one stunning weakness your ancestors never had — one brave step back down the evolutionary ladder?
Amanita
[annoyed chuckle] Not quite. You almost had it — but it’s not a weakness.
You were right about the original nature of the Oraculites. Myself and Hydnellum, wherever they might be. We were the only two strong enough to endure. All the way to the end. Had we the time… well, I’m certain we would have worked together to build a new temple. Bring in new acolytes. Teach them the ways we were taught — and one by one, changing those we deemed worthy.
But it was a… difficult path. Four ceremonies a week, almost constant upkeep, the need to buy and sell goods to feed our mortal flesh while it clung to our souls… it was too much for many who heard the call. Even among those who stayed, they all fell short at the final threshold — they lacked the strength to endure the Prophet’s indwelling.
We lost too many. Even before the ritual, many chose to leave and return to their old lives, ruined though they might be. We were assured time and again by the urging of the Prophet within our veins, and the wisdom of Hericium’s words. Like the mycelium we adored, we did not need a central brain — we shared leadership. When we lost members, we simply kept growing. We re-formed. A true utopia, manifested in each and every soul who joined with us. An equal sharing of power that ensured that no one was ever truly lost, nothing was destroyed — and yet…
When Hyde vanished into death, I found myself the last… the final disciple of the Prophet.
I felt Morrison’s puppet reach into my mind day by day… but every time, I was ushered into the Prophet’s true home instead. It was terrifying. A universe within universes, endlessly evolving. If my understanding was multiplied tenfold when I first beheld the Prophet… this was ten thousand fold. I heard the Prophet singing in my ear, leading me on, telling me how to bring his kingdom fully into being, faster than I ever dreamed possible. The pain of that revelation was great. But I endured, and the knowledge I now possess made Hericium look like an ignorant babe. He did always tell us that we would do greater things than he, in time. If only he knew…
The next step of human evolution shall come by my hand. I have been gifted this burden, and there is no greater honor I could bear than to share the world I know with all humanity. A world without pain. Without death. Without loss or want or need.
I walk in the power of the Prophet, as the hand of his will. As his vessel. I lead my Oraculites as the first among many, faster and farther than ever before as my will drives us on. I can create them… instantly… through my own indwelling power. No years of faithful service. No endless weeks of ceremony and ritual. They do not even need to believe to change. I have found a new way forward for all of my children. It is difficult, but… it’s so much easier, with my family at my back.
And if ever I’m choked out… if ever I’m destroyed, impossible as that seems… all that I am will return to the Prophet and flow out into my children, waiting for rebirth. Like a drop of rain, returning to the sea that bore it.
We have gained an unimaginable strength, Sam Bailey — and it’s all thanks to one Edgar Morrison and the trial of suffering he gifted me. The Prophet used him… as it uses all men. Ignorant as he was.
[Stunned silence]
Sam Bailey
I can’t believe this…
Amanita
Why shouldn’t you? Your story is much the same… do you not realize this?
Sam Bailey
What… what do you mean by that? What could you possibly mean?
Amanita
Ah, now, don’t get upset. This is a good thing… a miraculous thing. Morrison’s meddling in your life gave you a gift you can never fully know… fully appreciate. You’ll see what I mean, in time.
Maria Sol
Sam?
Bill Tyler
(coming to) Don’t… don’t listen to her.
Sam Bailey
Bill, careful…
Bill Tyler
She’s manipulating you — she always bends—
[Bill cries out in pain]
[Static increases]
Amanita/Bill Tyler
—she’s a goddess of the Earth… A destroying angel—
Sam Bailey
You. Will. Stop.
[Sam’s voice is distorted]
[Amanita gasps as she’s thrown out of Bill’s mind again]
[Bill coughs]
[Kate breathes through her panic]
Bill Tyler
“She’s beauty, she’s grace, she’s miss fucking United States…”
Amanita
Alright. I think I’ve had enough of explaining myself. You have all that you need to make your decision. You know our calling: to bring about the birth of a new humanity. You know our promise: to see the power of death broken once and for all. And you’ve seen our rituals: the little death that we all partake in day by day. We are restored each twilight, born anew as the sun dies… and you can be too.
Any takers?
[Moment of silence]
Very well. I wonder how long it will take, to break your feeble wills.
Oraculites. I need you.
[A great static and hum starts up on the tape]
[Bill cries out as she takes control again]
[Kate breathes in panic]
[The Oraculites, in a great hushed crowd, follow Amanita’s lead]
Amanita/Bill Tyler (background)
Eve, when she saw the fruit good to eat
and Adam, standing nearby…
Sam Bailey
You… sto—
[Sam cuts off, coughing]
Why did — why didn’t that work?
Amanita/Bill Tyler
Could not bear the sting of separateness more
Unity, lest they die…
Kate Sheridan
[whimpering] No…
[Click]
[Silence]
[Click]
[The Oraculites’ psychic assault continues]
Sam Bailey
Sam Bailey, sometime in the early morning hours of Wednesday, November 13th. Still up in this cedar tree, and this—
Amanita/Bill Tyler
Tie, bind, joining yet still
Adam and Eve in their mirth…
Sam Bailey
…has been going on for over an hour. We’re all freezing. Kate’s doing her best to keep Bill warm, in spite of whatever state Amanita’s trapped him in.
Amanita/Bill Tyler
Knew the mind of God, the Father of God
The Prophet of the Earth.
Sam Bailey
They’re trying to break us.
[Click]
[Silence]
[Click]
[The psychic attack continues]
Sam Bailey
Shouldn’t the sun be coming up by now?
Amanita/Bill Tyler
When the Word is spoken to you, little children
Remember well these words…
Maria Sol
I want to go home.
Ren Park
I’m so sorry, Maria.
Kate Sheridan
Andrew… Peter…
Amanita/Bill Tyler
That the Prophet will make
a new home once more—
[Click]
[Silence]
[Click]
[Amanita breathes heavily in the quiet]
[Quietly, birds begin to chirp in the background]
Amanita
That damned tree… that out of place… abomination!
Ren Park
You know, that word loses a lot of meaning when you use it more than once.
Amanita
This… Fucking Tree! You shouldn’t be able to resist! It shouldn’t be possible for you to endure this!
Sam Bailey
We’re not… going… anywhere, Amanita. The sun’s coming up.
[Amanita regains her composure]
Amanita
I can only assume this means the Prophet has other plans for you. I have to accept that.
Sam Bailey
What?
Amanita
He has… condemned you. You will not be counted amongst our numbers when the final judgment comes.
[small laugh] Doctor… the other thing you said — amused me. That bit about our only weakness: “a disruption to the passage of time itself.”
That’s the heart of the matter, isn’t it? We can’t be stopped. We’ll always grow back, find food… endure. Our only weakness is the one impossible thing. Hm.
[She turns and begins to walk away]
Ren Park
Are you serious?
Sam Bailey
Is that all?
[Amanita pauses, glancing over her shoulder]
Amanita
It’s like you said, Sam — sun’s coming up. I’m about ready for a nap, and I prefer the dark… like all my children.
Rest easy, y’all. I will not attempt to harm you again. You may not believe me, but I revere the Prophet. I obey him. I will respect the boundaries that are put in my way…
…few as they are.
[She begins to walk away again]
[echoing] I’ll find you when the time is right, Sam Bailey.
[The group watches her leave in silence, the forest returning to peace and quiet]
[Click]
[Silence]
[Click]
[Van doors close; ignition starts; seatbelts buckle]
Ren Park
Everyone got their seatbelts on?
Kate Sheridan
How are they going to get the rest of the vans back from here?
Ren Park
Not my problem. The only thing I’m worried about right now is staying awake long enough to reach the airport and get the hell out of here.
[He turns the radio on]
[The radio flickers through stations, then settles on…]
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[Voice lowering, turning to producer]
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[Back to the regular energy]
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[Kate switches off the radio]
Ren Park
Hey wait, that sounded interesting. Could you turn it back—
Sam Bailey/Kate Sheridan/Maria Sol
NO.
Bill Tyler
Oh God, no.
[CLACK]
Recording Ends
End Theme & Credits
I’ve been trying for so long to find the song that’s playing at the end of this episode. Is it an original piece, if so is it downloadable in any way? It’s such a great song and it’s driving me crazy that i can’t find it anywhere. help please 😦
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It’s “Compass” by Sasha Daniel, and you it’s available on Spotify, Apple Music, and other platforms
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